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almost almost almost ... what?

how bad is it to Google the Ex and feel mild shock to discover that not only did he have a baby girl with his new partner, but they just had ANOTHER baby girl...and now he has three daughters (one of whom dates back to your time with him, but is not yours)....how to describe the feelings you now feel? Shock? Bitterness? Sadness? Wonder?

Why can't you just leave well enough alone?

Is it because yesterday when you thought to yourself: aybe I will never see him again in my entire life - and were not entirely sure if this was a good or not-quite-good thing -- said thoughts resulted in a dream of being in your old apartment and fighting off ghosts...yes, maybe that is it...

3:53 pm - 08.20.03

sounds: Br0ken S0cial Scene
words:
i am: feeling mixed

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