| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- re: crazymaking.... To give you an idea of how my day is going: I logged onto Diaryland at 9:05 a.m. this morning to start my daily read of diaries. It is now 3:55 p.m. and I have just finished reading all the diaries that were highlighted in red on my buddy list. I hit the refresh key on my browser and wham - a gazillion more diaries to read. Where is time going lately? Besides out the goddamned door? I am so tired right now it�s not funny. Going to go home and take a short nap (after I go buy some groceries) and then shower and go to meet her at the Club. Can�t. Forget.To.Tape.Gilmore.Girls. The weekend was relatively panic-free. I mean, I worried about things � but I didn�t freak out. I still don�t really have any answers � except that now I know that Plan B is not an option unless I definitely go part time at work. Sooooooo��..We�re sticking with Plan A (the plan currently in effect) for now. I�m trying very hard to stick to the one-day-at-time school of thought. It�s so hard though � it�s not in my nature, I tend to obsess over the details of my future. I know it�s unhealthy. I know I can�t plan everything out. But still�. Thanks again to everyone. Over the next few days I hope to sign everyone�s guest book �until then, a collective thanks. LC�s dad passed away Thursday night. I didn�t find out until yesterday when MC told me. Barely two weeks between his diagnosis and his death. I hope to talk to her this weekend. In other, less meaningful news, last night I skipped out on a rock show that I had been planning on for months � the Mooney Suzuki. I love this band. I was so looking forward to the show. But, come last night, I was exhausted after a weekend of rock�n�roll (Friday and Saturday), studying (Saturday and Sunday) and birthday parties (Sunday night). I just needed time at home. We watched the Sopranos and ate Boca burgers and generally just relaxed. This Saturday is Elvis Costello and Phantom Planet � we got free tix with great seats so I�m definitely not missing it. Aside from that, however, I�ll just be doing a lot of studying � extra studying in fact to try and get ahead. Next Friday K and I are going to her family�s Santa Cruz beach house for four days and even though I plan on reading / writing while I�m there, I don�t want that to be all that I do. I�m feeling a tiny bit better about my writing. Not great but not stomach-churning awful either � which is quite an improvement. GB�s out of town tomorrow night so that gives me one last quiet uninterrupted stretch of writing / revising before I dash off to Kinko�s and then turn it in for class on Thursday. I�m actually eager to start the next story (the current story is something that was basically already written � though in the last two weeks I�ve doubled it in length and done some major rewrites) � I need to outline it and figure out some of the characters � but I�m excited about getting it down on paper. Hopefully that excitement won�t disappear once I actually start reading. The good thing is I�ve found a good place to study on Sundays. There�s this caf� tucked away in a nearby neighborhood. It�s generally quiet after noon on Sundays (Saturdays I�m studying at home as GB tends to be out running around) and they have an upstairs alcove where other people go to study. There�s a place to plug in my laptop and a sunny window. The chairs are kind of uncomfortable (ornamental iron things) but I can remedy that a bit with a cushiony sweatshirt. Oh and the one girl who works the counter is ruder than fuck but I don�t really care � I buy my coffee and my muffin and I don�t have to see her again. The owner is nice and that�s all that really counts. I actually look forward to going there � it�s kind of cool to see the same people every Sunday and to think that we�re kind of in this together. Alright, must go and finish my diary reading (damn you frequent updaters! Just kidding) as well as finish some more work�. 5:12 pm - 09.24.02
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