----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- she likes to dance when it's dark inside ... GB called me at midnight last night. I was already asleep and very groggy and dazed and confused. (first LA show went great - it was a showcase gig, I'll have to get more details later) Didn't sleep well after that. MG, I lied. I'm not sleeping on the couch the entire time GB's gone...i mean, I love our big comfy couch but apparantly my neck does not. Flaked out on K. this morning ... i need to get better about that. Really. Have to figure out what to wear tonight: cropped denim jeans / tank top and platform sandals...or knee high socks, skirt, rock t-shirt (all black) help me decide this is important shit you know.... oooh, just got an e-mail from Guitar Girl. She and her boyfriend are driving back to Indiana starting Sat and may end up in Salt Lake City that night - which means they could see GB and the band...cool. Dreamt about my ex last night. Horrible dream - the meaning of which was all too clear. I really just have to let go. He is, thankfully, not a part of my life anymore and I have to realize that just because I lived it once does not mean I have to live it for the rest of my life. Here's a secret: when I'm by myself I have to sleep w/ a light on. Yes, that's right, the Shivers sleeps w/ a nightlight. Last night it was just the small light in the kitchen that provided a point of illumination in the front of the house whenever I woke up. sorry this entry is so random but such is life... 10:57 am - 07.18.02
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