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day 15 of my new life...

Day 15 of My New Life

Just two weeks into the New Year and I feel my resolve dripping away like a melting icicle. Exercise? Diet? Craft? Write? Socialize?

Ha�just give me my book and a cup of hot tea and I�m happy.

It�s sad really.

But, I swear, I�m going to the gym tonight. And tonight we�re going out to the Swanky Club because the Band�s doing an acoustic show there and GB�s playing guitar with them on three songs.

This will, of course, require me to look semi-presentable after 8 p.m. I dread the thought, but I will muster up the energy somehow.

Not sure how these thyroid meds are working yet. The last three days I have been utterly exhausted but I suspect some of it has to do with poor sleeping habits, stress and too much caffeine.

Tomorrow is the five-year anniversary of my first �date� with GB. I think we are just going to stay in and watch a movie because Saturday we�re going to get all arty and go to a museum and fancy dinner�.

School starts next week (Wed) and I�m already starting to tense up thinking about my schedule and balancing my work/school/home life. I hope my Palm Pilot gets here today so that I can try and soothe my frazzled nerves with the semblance of scheduling everything into submission.

Oh and can I just say that why did Andrew have to wait until the day AFTER I deleted three Shivers-sensitive entries to introduce his special password-protected entries function?

Oh well.

I feel like I should write more, say more�but I don�t know what to write. I feel a bit stale right now. A bit washed out, uninspired, tired�

Hopefully it's all just in passing as I evolve into a Brighter! Faster! More Fun! Me...

12:57 pm - 01.15.03

sounds: very cool CD mix from allmadhere
words: The Love1y Bone$
i am: waning...

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