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i'll turn it around and give it a try

I am so goddamned nervous about tonight I am going to be sick.

I have already taken an At1van but that its effectiveness may have been undercut by the iced coffee.

To make it worse, local poet/writer guy just asked me to do an August reading with the well-known City Girl writer. The really hip and edgy one. Pretty and hip and edgy.

I know I should be excited, flattered even. But it's making me feel even more nervous, more sick. He's going to be there tonight and if he hates what I do then maybe he'll withdraw the offer?

Ugh.

Why can't I ever just feel good about something?

3:25 pm - 06.24.05

sounds: Sufj*n Stevens (again)
words:
i am: very nervous

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