| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Lookin' out forever It's been an interesting few weeks to say the least. In addition to the initial revelation, we've since learned that T actually made out with another girl. That sounds so juveniler--"made out"--but given the circumstances of said event (after a party on her front porch), it seems the only fitting phrase. The worst part of that revelation (for me anyway, not necessarily for G.) is that it was with someone with whom I've had a complicated friendship. The news pushed my oft-rocky feelings about her squarely into the negative realm. Not that I'm absolving T. in the slightest but this girl--this girl, she has a history of being needy and jealous and competitive and apparently married men are not off-limits. Again, not absolving T. in the slightest but. Well, it's complicated for sure. Anyway, I've struggled with feeling hypocritical about it but for now I don't have to face the other girl; for now I'm just concentrating on helping be there for T & G as he recovers. "I'm angry at him," G. told me last week. "But right now it's like being angry at a child." And so time will tell--and all those cliches, etc. There are other things going on, too. But that's all I feel like writing for now. 12:00 pm - 28.10.13
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