-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

this isn't happenstance, this is an overthrow

Woke up at 6 a.m. wanting to throw up--literally. My mouth started to do that thing where it contracts and puckers and waters. And I ran to the bathroom, but nothing.

The queasiness persisted for awhile but now I feel better.

If that happens again tomorrow I'll start to wonder (and obsess).

In the meantime everything just continues. Another call to the bank today to confirm receipt of faxes we sent over (all the latest bank / pay info, AGAIN).

This time the very nice gentleman told me he showed no record of us having been denied for the loan remod (but, he added, getting the default notice was just "standard" practice. If it's standard, I asked him, don't you think we should be warned in advance?).

Long story short, he is now the fifth person I've talked to about this and is is the fifth version of the story--all versions vary quite a bit. He put in a request for us to receive some sort of documentation about the official process and what stage we are supposedly at in it.

I'm not holding my breath.

I am, however, not giving them anymore goddamned money until they figure it out *officially*. It's a bit frustrating when the figure we owe ranges between $9 and $12K depending on to whom I speak.

Figure it out people--until then I will stage my own quiet little bloodless revolution by withholding the monthly payment that you told me they wouldn't accept anyway.

I'm a rebel, sure...

12:03 pm - 13.10.10

sounds:
words:
i am:

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

previously on ... - next time on ...

money can't buy happiness but it does buy small pieces of of serenity - 15.07.12 - 4:29 pm

sh)t's about to get real, y'all - 31.05.12 - 9:46 am

why the hell not? - 29.04.12 - 8:38 pm

Hear that lonesome whistle blow... - 02.04.12 - 5:18 pm

a faith in something I can't see - 30.03.12 - 3:33 pm

latest entry

about me

archives

notes

base

contact

random entry

guestbook

other diaries:

moodswing
secret-motel
yourtipsucks
sparkspark
arajane
fuck--that
birdandegg
gizzhead
veganfuckk
ratherbored
astralounge
boombasticat
oh-sweet-pea
but-whatever
gingeryette
ann-frank
dearedwin
soapboxdiner
myra-lee
reddirtgirl
kayemess
colddigits
miralogue
nudeplatypus
mrs-roboto
miserystar
allmadhere
widgetbitch
inarticulate