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Another thing to wonder

There won't be a service. It's her request.

J says I could ask her if it'd be OK to come out to see her one last time, "but she'll probably say it costs too much."

"Call her, and often," he wrote in his email.

I just don't even know what to do anymore.

"Please understand that I am trying to respect her wishes. Let me say that she loves you very much and probably wishes that life had treated the two of you differently. There is a reason for everything but sometimes we can't help but wonder the why of some things. P. often says that "life is for learning" and she is probably correct."

I told C last night I was glad we went out there last November. But what would I have done differently--said differently--if I'd known that would be the last time we saw each other in person?

Will that always be another thing to wonder?

1:12 pm - 17.09.15

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