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it's wanting what you've got...

It must be PMS�it�s got to be PMS � although it would be at least a week early were it to be PMS, but who am I to argue with my body?

These are the facts:

• my body hurts � aches
• my eyes hurt
• certain parts of me feel bloated
• I cried over a Sheryl Crow song in the car
• I cried thinking about someone I knew from high school
• general crap-ola mood

but, despite these facts � or perhaps in recent light of them � I still tend to think that I am avoiding therapy and that maybe if just ass-kicked my sudden reluctance to open and up and spill my guts to a trained professional than perhaps things would feel smoother.

But the thought of doing so makes me cringe and want to curl up and play dead no, no I �m not really here � just ignore me, you don�t see me�

And this from a girl who�s always loved a good sob on the old therapist�s couch�.

Anyway�I�m thinking, my woes may be temporarily assailed by some Mexican Tofu Burritos from the Co-Op. And maybe a beer �or two�

And, just because I�m tired of feeling sorry for myself, I stole this from Heidiann: (cheery no?)

You are Mary Hansen, guitar player for Stereolab. I
don't know if I'd call you a punk exactly. But
I don't know if I wouldn't either. Guitarist,
singer, keyboardist, Mary did it all with
artistic flair. She was hit by a truck while
cycling in London December of 2002.

Which Dead Female Punk Are You?
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6:45 pm - 02.20.03

sounds:
words:
i am:

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