| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- crazymaking I called in to renew a prescription for my Lexapro last week but today the doctor's office called and said I can't have them unless I come in an see the doctor for a "follow-op." Not exactly sure what I'm following up on but there you have it. I have to go see the doctor and explain the crazymaking to him. Luckily, for me at least, I like this doctor a lot and I know he will not bullshit me and the whole thing should be relatively painless except for the inevitable part where I break down as I recount for him all the reasons I want to go back on the anti-crazymaking drugs. And that said, the last few days were a little easier although I did suddenly break down in tears last night right before bed as I happened to glance at Sophie's corner of the couch and it hit me that it had been exactly three weeks since my last night with her. C. just held me and assured me that it was OK to cry as much as I want. It will get easier but you might feel sad forever, he said. And those words might make some people even more sad but for me they felt like a validation, a reassurance that it's OK to grieve for my little orange cat for as long as I need to. 11:58 am - 06.04.10
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