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i just can't find the time to write my mind the way i want it to be

this was supposed to be a VACATION damn it...in every sense of the word

ok it HAS been...but then again it hasn't

i mean how horrible is it to have INSOMNIA on your vacation?

There is too much going on.

Too much drama.

Too much worrying.

Too much hand-wringing.

And on top of it all - too many stupid fucking rumors and stupid fucking losers who should learn to keep their stupid fucking mouths shut.

And damn it if i'm not going to find out who started THAT rumor and confront them on it.

I am. I swear.

But in the meantime I may have to drive to Portland or up to the middle of nowhere North Coast California.

Or, at the very least, to the bus station at 5 a.m. (always a lovely place to be any time of the day...I'm sure it will be quite relaxing and restful and refreshing at 5:00 a.m. on a Saturday).

More later if I can find the words instead of just sputtering....

3:51 pm - 07.26.02

sounds: Wilco - AM
words: nothing - nothing but the fine print
i am: flustered

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