| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- extra-ordinary, super-freak before i completely alienate all of my readers perhaps I need to back up a bit and explain why i'm such a whining freak. then again I could just start calling this a whine-ary instead of a diary anyway, long story short: i've been given tons of conflicting info regarding financial aid and yesterday I thought i was going to have to foot the entire $4K bill (for one class) myself. As of today, they are saying I will still get all my financial aid... as for the other freak-out stuff...i don't know if i can ever make it go away - the constant self-doubt and self-loathing and the thoughts of who am i? how do i fit in here? what am i doing? all i know is that yesterday - when I wasn't freaking out about money - I was feeling so incredibly ordinary and boring and untalented... today i am just trying to ignore those feelings ...i know they'll come back but i don't want to deal with them right now... 12:22 pm - 01.23.03
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