| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- those neurons, tho Yesterday's upset is done with. There was an intra-department meeting and concerns were aired on both sides. After, one of my bosses (not the one who was so angry yesterday) said that Person X had considered quitting because of the whole deal. "I considered quitting, too" I told her in all honesty. "The way Boss No. 1 treated me really took me by surprise. That after all my years with the company, this would be the thing that I get raked over the coals for ..." Dear reader I wish I could even tell you what it was that got everybody so upset. Like, I was in tears of both rage and a laughing hysteria last night as I tried to talk to C. about it. Anyway,I guess it's smoothed over now and when I told Boss No. 2 about my own wanting-to-quit moment she got visably upset (not my intention, honestly) and reassured me that I had really done the right thing overall and that I am a crucial part of the paper. That made me feel better, of course but I'm still walking around just feeling as though I want to cry. This morning I realized I have pretty much felt on the verge of crying for two weeks straight now. And then I actually asked Siri to remind me to take my anti-depressants tonight because otherwise I'm at a loss. Hormones? Neurons? Something's out of whack. In better things, my old boss received wonderful news today: She's been approved to take part in a year-long cancer treatment that is possibly her best hope yet. It's the same treatment J1mmy Carter received. I saw her today and couldn't help but cry. Those tears I understood at least. 2:57 pm - 17.12.15
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