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fucking devastated

My mother has stage four cancer in her lungs, adrenal gland and brain. I have so much I want to say right now but lack the emotional capacity, much less the words, to say it.

We are talking treatment but can't bet on outcomes. We are talking plans and legalities. We are organizing calendars for care-taking. We are bumping up the family photo we'd planned to do for her birthday so that we can have it done before she loses her hair.

We are fucking devastated.

7:13 pm - 19.02.19

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