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If only

Another boring dream entry, sorry.

Dreamed I'd gone back to college to get a second bachelor's--but, weirdly, in the same major I already have a degree in. In my dream I reasoned that the field has changed so much that I needed to catch up, which honestly, is not untrue.

Here's the thing, I was anxious in my dream and back at the same college I have my degree from and it was 10 times bigger and I couldn't find anything, including the actual building my first class was in and I was worried about more crushing debt but I was also just so damn happy to be back in school that I started smiling; I felt giddy and when I woke up I could still sense that fleeting moment of joy.

If I had the time and money I would absolutely go back to school for another degree.

If only.

11:35 am - 13.08.19

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