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long-ago past vs. last year's past

Deleted my last entry because it felt self-serving. It doesn't change how I feel, I just didn't want to center myself in this conversation.

It's raining today and C. is socially distancing in the living room with our friend J. and I am listening to music via headphones (T*lking H*eads), B1ondie, etc) and trying to write. I wrote a few sentences about the decades-ago past, which turned into a reflection on last year's past, which in turn made me cry.

I miss my mother.

4:12 pm - 12.06.20

sounds:
words:
i am:

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