| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Savasana Well, the guild vote comes tomorrow (and I'm still not 100 percent of how I'll vote) and with or without it there will be layoffs on Monday (we are voting on wage reductions - it seems so silly and futile, almost). I don't even know how I feel anymore. I would be shocked if they laid me off - I don't mean that to sound smug or arrogant because I will also be shocked if I stay. It's hard to explain, exactly, how those two reactions can conflate into one lone sense of mournful anxiety. Because I'm not sure that, even if I do stay, how happy I will be about the decision. I think it will feel dreary and sad and I don't know how prepared I am to deal with this kind of death. But, right now, off to yoga. I cannot wait for Savasana - corpse pose. I just want to rest there on the floor, eyes closed, palms extended to the heavens, relaxed and waiting. 6:44 pm - 05.03.09
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