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big white clouds, tiny silver linings....

Feeling a bit better than I did yesterday. This after nearly losing it last night, so tired and fed up with being tired. GB bought me dinner at the café, took me by the store so that we could buy a copy of the cheesy women’s mag in which I am featured this month. (Very cheesy…and kind of funny…go here if you want to read about the freaky photo shoot). I’m not sure how long said magazine is on the stands – I don’t know if it’s a monthly or bi-monthly, but is it a coincidence that the publication date is the same as my birthday??? Anyway, after that, I went home, read for an hour and then went to bed. At 9 p.m. Was asleep by 9:30 p.m.. Slept until 6:30 a.m. Could have slept much longer – probably til 9:30 a.m. but told myself that 9 hours of sleep would have to suffice.

Hopefully tonight I can manage more of an adult bedtime. Though there was something wonderfully delicious about crawling in between the sheets at 9 p.m., closing my eyes and knowing that I had at least nine hours of sleep awaiting me. Something wonderful indeed.

Tomorrow, doctor’s appointment. In the meantime, I am repeating the following mantra endlessly in my head:

You are not Dying of Cancer

You are not Dying of Cancer.

You are not Dying of Cancer.

Personally, I think one of the secrets to not Dying of Cancer is to repeat such a mantra –

And yes, I know I’m going to end up as one of those Little Old Lady Hypochondriacs. Knitting tea-cozies and counting out my morning stash of pills. With about a dozen cats slinking around underfoot.

Something to look forward to, I guess.

3:17 pm - 12.10.02

sounds: J0hn Ca1e
words: new Lucky magazine
i am: OK, alright OK alright...

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