| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- big white clouds, tiny silver linings.... Feeling a bit better than I did yesterday. This after nearly losing it last night, so tired and fed up with being tired. GB bought me dinner at the caf�, took me by the store so that we could buy a copy of the cheesy women�s mag in which I am featured this month. (Very cheesy�and kind of funny�go here if you want to read about the freaky photo shoot). I�m not sure how long said magazine is on the stands � I don�t know if it�s a monthly or bi-monthly, but is it a coincidence that the publication date is the same as my birthday??? Anyway, after that, I went home, read for an hour and then went to bed. At 9 p.m. Was asleep by 9:30 p.m.. Slept until 6:30 a.m. Could have slept much longer � probably til 9:30 a.m. but told myself that 9 hours of sleep would have to suffice. Hopefully tonight I can manage more of an adult bedtime. Though there was something wonderfully delicious about crawling in between the sheets at 9 p.m., closing my eyes and knowing that I had at least nine hours of sleep awaiting me. Something wonderful indeed. Tomorrow, doctor�s appointment. In the meantime, I am repeating the following mantra endlessly in my head: You are not Dying of Cancer You are not Dying of Cancer. You are not Dying of Cancer. Personally, I think one of the secrets to not Dying of Cancer is to repeat such a mantra � And yes, I know I�m going to end up as one of those Little Old Lady Hypochondriacs. Knitting tea-cozies and counting out my morning stash of pills. With about a dozen cats slinking around underfoot. Something to look forward to, I guess. 3:17 pm - 12.10.02
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