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black and blue

So i get to the dr's yesterday with my mean face on and it's not quite as needed because the Doc gives me this rambling story about how the radiologist looked at the mamm0gram film with him and thought things were OK but since he did the physical exam and felt the mass in question, he still wasn't comfortable waiting six months and blah blah blah and so the bottom line is that he did a fine needle aspiration biopsy (pretty much the same as the original biopsy i was supposed to have, but with fewer cell samples taken) right then and there in the office and now my left b00b is a sore and black and blue but that's OK, something has actually been done and within five days we'll have some sort of result...

thank you, thank you, thank you to everyone for putting up with my willy-nilly, emotional freakouts....all your kind thoughts/wishes really do help.

in other, not so exciting news, I have been freaking out trying to figure out what to wear to TRNYC's wedding this Sunday...just what does one wear to a late-afternoon wedding in Monterey when the invitation states 'semi-formal'?....erg...i'm going with a black A-line shift dress with a beaded black cardigan, black mary-jane pumps and a vintage pearl choker...

between St. Louis, birthdays (four), weddings (2) and bachelorette parties (1), I have spent WAY too much money in the last month - not good as the holidays are fast approaching...but at least I had the foresight last year to open an X-mas club account..that money will surely help whenever it finally lands on my desk...

and the good news is that between massive loads of school work and getting ready for this weekend's wedding extravaganza (a three-day affair that includes a bachelorette party, bbq and brunch), i've had very little time to feel depressed or sad or anything other than stressed and go-go-go...it's OK to feel go-go-go sometimes...at least it keeps you in motion...

that and I feel cold...it is finally cold here, damn cold...and of this i am very glad

9:26 am - 11.04.03

sounds: Gera1d Co11ier
words:
i am: going, going, going

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