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remember to breathe (2018 edition)

panic attacks are no joke ....

....

week six - it's time to carry the Xanax around in the purse again, I think. Just a quarter tab usually helps me breathe normally again. I needed them almost every day the first semester and now I find myself feeling the symptoms again on the regular: tightness of chest, clenched jaw, shaky everything, racing thoughts....

i keep telling myself 'breathe, breathe, breathe' and sometimes it works....

....but

.....remind me not to work two jobs and take on a brand new class in the same semester again, especially a semester in which I have to get reviewed.

.....D is coming to review my class Tuesday. I will definitely take that quarter-tab before work.

...breathe, breathe, breathe

8:21 pm - 30.09.18

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