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grateful

Last night in the car on the way home from dinner with GB's grandmother, I just lost it...this after we'd squabbled over nothing and then had to put on the grimly fake smiley faces all throughout dinner.

In the car, as it rained, as we drove the 30 miles home, he apologized, I apologized. And bawled. Like a baby.

About the pressure, about the stress, about the exhaustion, about the girl who lost everything in the fire.

And he listened and said it was OK and offered to donate money to her insurance/necessities fund as well.

And then we arrived home and I spoiled my cats more than ever, baked cookies and watched the new episode of Amer1ca's Next Top Model....and felt extremely grateful for everything that is my little corner of the world.

12:34 pm - 11.11.04

sounds: PJ Harv*y
words:
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