----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- there's a dream in my brain... a lovely day off from the work madness. It is sunny outside and I have windows open and breezes blowing and cats sleeping in the windowsills... Much better than yesterday which was hot & windy and then cold & windy...just plain yuck....not to mention that I felt flu-ish and achy and pretty much crashed after watching the Spurs-Mavericks game... Had the BEST time Wednesday night w/ K - it's been so long since we've had a night like that: sushi, rock'n'roll and good talking (both deep and shallow - not to mention snarky). Tonight, hanging out with the spouse. Tomorrow we're going to drive out to the small town that we've been thinking about as a potential for when we buy a house. It's about 30 miles away and not to far from a bigger college town and not to far from a big big big city and, of course, not to far from here...We'll have breakfast and drive around...Tomorrow night, hanging ou with Gee ...Sunday, brunch w/ LC and then a BBQ at M&R's place... Summertime indeed.... I'm hoping it is a good, good weekend. Happy and carefree. Things have been a bit rough lately. GB is having a hard go of it at work ... they've implemented a new system that requires a lot of work and he's been working very long hours and oftentimes has picked up the slack for others...which is the kind of thing he does - he has an incredibly strong work ethic....but the new system isn't popular w/ everyone, which means sometimes he has to deal w/ people's crap and, of course, picking up other people's slack can be very tiring and then there is always the underlying fear that none of it will matter and his job will bite the dust when his employer joins the ranks of all the other fucked companies out there. And while we've obviously gotten through it fine before - we don't want to deal with it again. And I think it's really stressing him out because he's been very short-tempered lately and we've had more than our fair share of fights in the last few weeks...A few minor ones, a few big ones...and I know that *I* need to learn how to deal with these things better....not that it's my fault or anything, but well, i'm one-half of a couple so yes, it is partially my fault...if anything, i need to learn to deal with this better for my own sanity - I've been sleeping like hell - restless, nightmares.... Either way - I just want a nice weekend. No stress. No bad words. No bad dreams. No worries...just for a weekend, please??? 2:00 pm - 05.30.03
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