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that echo chorus lied to me with its 'hold on, hold on'

Right now the step-dad and I are only emailing. Perhaps it is easier for both of us that way. I don't know.

The doctors say, 'any moment now'. She keeps persisting, however weakly.

She can't really hold a conversation or keep any focus. J. could hold up the phone to her ear if I wanted but I'm afraid of making her hold on even longer. I want her to let go, to have peace. I just want to see her on the other side.

2:42 pm - 14.10.15

sounds:
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