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what makes all the little flowers grow?

i hate that overwhelming feeling that I've willingly passed up - or turned my back on - so many opportunities.

New York for one.

I never gave it the chance it deserved.

that's the biggest one. The one that keeps returning to me again and again.

And why did I turn my back on it?

For GB.

Once, when we were both a bit drunk at the Club, I told him we should move there together. He smiled and said something like "we can talk about it."

Which means no way in hell, uh-uh, forget about it,.

Just how does one reconcile finding the person with whom you think you are supposed to be with exploring the person you think you could be if given the chance?

That's all I want to know right now.

1:44 pm - 09.16.02

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