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god help the girl ...

as with anything i do in my life i am now full on baby, baby, baby....now that i / we have made the decision i have jumped off the fence and am embracing it whole-heartedly and it's going to drive me mad until i'm actually pregnant and then i'll probably just go off the deep end with anticipation after that....guess who's already made it through the first six weeks' worth of entries on the What to Expect When You're Expecting Pregnancy Calendar? Me, that's who...

and what if i don't? what if my body says, no, sorry, too late?

I have no clue. My friend A, who is six months younger than me, has been trying for nearly a year with no luck. It scares me, it really does. GB's health insurance supposedly covers fertility treatments but while I think I could handle twins I don't think I can manage triplets.

To which GB says:
Stop putting the triplets before the baby carriage

To which my mother says:
You can handle anything that's put in front of you....

oh, and yeah, an aside...I've been writing in this diary for more than nine years now...been going back and rereading old entries (need to figure out how to get the 2001 entries back up online)...it's so odd to go back and look at that girl sometimes...

3:25 pm - 24.06.10

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