| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Perhaps just another half pill Some days I feel a lot better. Like, 'who needs therapy or meds? not me!' better. And some days, eh...not so much. Up until yesterday afternoon I was thinking of rescheduling today's therapy appointment but then I felt the tightness in my chest and the anxiety and anger in my mind and so, yeah... Am also thinking of upping my prescription. My doctor said I could double it if I wanted. Perhaps just anothe half pill. Last night a fight. An old-school fight, like the kind we always used to have. And it ended in the same way: Plans cancelled, one of us sleeping on the couch. Quiet avoidance in the morning. This too shall pass, right? Sure, I just don't want this to be the oft-repeated loop it used to be in our lives. I guess on the upside, I did realize today that this kind of the thing is the more the exception than the rule these days. So there's that. 10:48 am - 26.03.14
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