----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- the hazards of love, part the million Last night marked the one-month mark for Sophie's death. I did pretty well with it, actually ... although I did slightly freak out when I couldn't find her "baby" -- a stuffed mouse she used to carry around. And, I did cry when I went to sleep and said my usual good-night to her.. I still miss her like hell, I still keep thinking I see her out of the corner of my eye, I still have trouble of breaking myself of the habits -- getting her a treat when I get Trixie's, looking over at her corner of the couch, et al....but mostly I am doing better. I'd give anything to have her back but I'd give up everything just to make sure she's not in pain and so I guess that's what won out here, obviously. Oh, the hazards of love - felt so deeply lately. I loved, love, will always love you Sophie Buttercup. That's all for today. 10:52 am - 14.04.10
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