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but whatever, nevermind

Also, today is my father's 66th birthday. Come early August, it will be 15 years since the last time we spoke--about two weeks before C & I were married. Fifteen years since he told me he loved me, was proud of me but just couldn't come to my wedding since my mother would be there.

It's probably been about 12 years since I last contacted him (I think I wrote about it here; the answer is somewhere in the archives). Wrote him a letter, apologizing for whatever I did to upset him. Asking him what it was that I did. Asking if we could start over. Please. Anything.

No response. Nothing.

But you know, whatever, nevermind.

Happy birthday, Dad.

4:35 pm - 07.03.14

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