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calling from beyond the grave, i just wanna say 'hi dad'

Real talk: Do I reach out to my father, with whom I've had no contact in more than 21 years?

Some context: The last time we spoke was the week before my wedding. He said he loved me but couldn't be in the same room as my mother.

I sent him wedding photos, letters and left messages. He ignored them all.

My aunt says he's holding on to anger because I picked living with my adoptive mother when I was 11. She says he is deeply damaged from the war.

I should just write him off once and for all.

Still, now that both of my mothers are gone, I have so many questions.

9:21 pm - 07.04.21

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