| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- in the air Today would have been my mother's 72nd birthday. I am still angry that she is gone. Sad and angry. It's an odd emotion to feel when you lose someone but there it is, wrapped in the grief. I'm not as angry as I was two years ago when she died. Then, I couldn't see a person who looked to be her age or older without feeling a spark of rage. Why do you get to be alive when she isn't? She was so healthy and active and vibrant until suddenly she wasn't. Sometimes when we chatted on the phone, my mother would say 'if we don't talk for awhile but you feel something around you, just know that it's me, thinking of you.' I feel her all the time now. 7:11 pm - 09.03.21
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it's the start of the breakdown - 04.06.21 - 7:44 pm educate me - 06.05.21 - 2:26 pm calling from beyond the grave, i just wanna say 'hi dad' - 07.04.21 - 9:21 pm tired in the bones - 22.03.21 - 1:43 pm baby, all we need is a shot in the arm - 13.03.21 - 8:13 pm |
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