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that's not the way that it's done...

Man am I ever tired today. And sadly, I look just as tired as I feel. I hate that. I have dark circles beneath my eyes. My skin and hair and eyes look dull. I feel worn out, washed out and wiped out.

And I even went to be at 11 p.m. I was supposed to go out to the Club when I got back from school – seemed like a good idea earlier in the day – but by the time I drove 90 miles both ways to school, sat through a two-and-a-half hour class and a one hour Lit reading – it just wasn’t happening. I ached by the time I finally got home and it was all I could do to just change into my pajamas and settle down on the couch to watch a taped episode of Bill Mahr’s new show

Class was good last night though – we discussed Grace Pa1ey and it was interesting and fun and enlightening and for the first time in a long time I did not feel stupid and isolated. Going to the Lit reading was good too…it’s definitely been good trying to do some extra-curricular stuff… just call me Suzy Co-Ed…

But, I am starting to fret about next semester. For this teaching theory /strategy class I’m taking I’ll have to find a class in which I can T.A. for at least three hours a week.

I don’t have an extra three hours a week so I have no idea in hell how I’m going to swing this. GB tells me not to worry too much about it – that it will all work out. I try and tell myself it’s just 16 or 17 weeks we’re talking about and once I get it over with that will be the hardest time commitment of my graduate college career and I can move on.

Ugh…what to do?

OK, I’m just not going to think about it this very second. Instead I must start work on a new work project and I must eat my salad and I must enjoy listening to the Minu$ 5 on my headphones and I must think about getting through the rest of the day as opposed to the rest of the year…

1:26 pm - 04.03.03

sounds: Minu$ 5
words: Patrica Powe11 - The Pag*da
i am: eating lunch: roasted veggie sandwich and salad

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