----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i stand accused of being me (pt. 2) Major headache right now. Major headache since this morning before I got out of bed � which sort of shot to hell my plan to get up early and get into work early and get a jump start on everything. Oh well. I did make it here by 9 a.m. and actually that�s something of an accomplishment for me these days. I�m tired of headaches though. I�m tired of feeling achy. I�m tired of being tired. I�m beginning to wonder if I�m not Dying of Cancer (per her), then might I at least be suffering from mono? I don�t really have very many of the symptoms for mono though - sore throat or fever, etc. I�m just tired and achy and my head hurts - all the time. And I�m ready for it to stop. I�m ready for, at the very least, a reason why I feel this way and a solution to making it better. And if one person tells me oh you�re just doing too much, you need to slow down. I will scream. Many people do much much more than I do and survive on less sleep and they exist just fine. Me? If I don�t get at least seven hours of sleep a night then I am of no use to anyone. Even when I do get at least seven hours I still experience days where I get so drop-dead tired that I�m afraid I�m just going to fall asleep in the middle of whatever I�m doing. Blah, blah blah. Oh, and then (do you mind if I continue to whine? Great, thanks�) my mother calls this morning and gets snippy with me because I can�t talk to her right then about what my brother should try and buy us (�us� being GB and me) for Christmas. Excuse me mother, I�m at work. And I said I would call you back. That is not me brushing you off, that is me being at work. Erg. Did I mention that my head hurts? It really, really does. GB just called, his head hurts too. He�s going home to take a short nap. I thought about doing the same, but I think if I let my head touch the pillow that I will be done for the day. I just looked out the window, it is rainy and gloomy and cold. Perfect, perfect nap weather. Perfect stay-in-bed-with-the-spouse-and-cats weather. I�m sorry for sounding like such a grump. I know I have a lot for which to be grateful. I know I whine a lot. I know I just need to mellow out sometimes. Lighten up. Chill out. Stop being so, you know, me. 2:21 pm - 12.09.02
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