| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hall of mirrors maybe it's not that my characters are flat and remote, maybe it's that i am flat and remote i know i often appear that way to other people i am hard to get to know i am shy, distant, guarded. very few people really know me. which would, i guess, explain why my circle of true friends is pretty small. this is not me feeling sorry for myself, this is the truth, wrapped plainly in brown paper. this is who i am. after 33 years and 351 days, this is me figuring out the basic things. sometimes i can work against it; sometimes the right person really brings me out. usually, after i'm around a person for a while and grow to trust them then i become more comfortable. i really can be gregarious and fun and easygoing. but rarely when you first meet me. i keep my emotions in check and maybe that's why it's so hard for me to let my characters put their emotions out there, fresh and round and full on the page. it's not an excuse, it's just a thought and an acknowledgement that i really have some work to do. both on my characters and on myself. 12:02 pm - 12.09.03
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