| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- all my mistakes are old ones... 'm not sure the whys-and-hows of it all...but sometimes the old depression returns, heavy and gray and just a little bit misty, like morning rain. I walked to lunch to meet RV and thought he stood me up. Turns out he was just really really late and didn't have my cell phone number...but before I knew that, before - just thinking that my old friend was being careless and inconsiderate - I trudged back to work (grabbing a cheapie salad at Jack's for my desk) and argued with myself during the entire 10-minute walk. Me: I'm just hating everything right now And then I got to my desk and there was a message from RV explaining the problem and I smiled, called him back and tried to wipe all the other I-feel-sady thoughts outta my head...but it's kind of hard because I went to bed in a bad mood, woke up in a bad mood and am sitll feeling kind of heavy, gray and misty...It's just the same old, same old really.... 4:26 pm - 22.05.06
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