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breakdown

God, this week. And it's only Wednesday. I feel as though I'm getting sick. Again. Perhaps it's just exhaustion. Slept 6.5 hrs last night, came home and took an hour-and-a-half nap. Tired now but I'm sure by the time it hits 10 or 11 p.m. I'll be wide awake. It's a brutal cycle.

The events of the last few days have not helped. What happened in Las Vegas is horrifying and knowing more than one person who had people there just makes it hit all the closer to home. We've had intense conversations about the media coverage in all my classes but by the end of the day I feel as though I've been hollowed out with emotion.

And then, of course, Mr. Petty. C could tell me exactly when he heard his first Heartbreakers record (his dad brought it home; he and his sister wore it out). Me? I feel as though he was just always there, playing on the soundtrack of my life. So glad we got to see him play a month ago.

Godspeed and thanks for all the wonderful songs.

7:43 pm - 04.10.17

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