| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- self-pity won't help you now (pt. 2) It�s just past 3 p.m. and I just feel like such a wreck today. I�ve met all my deadlines and now I have the next two-or-so-hours to�to what? I have a list a mile long but with no immediate deadline looming ahead of me I just don�t know where to start. My entire body hurts. I think it�s PMS � only it seems to soon for that � nevertheless, that�s what it feels like. And I�m freezing cold. And craving something sweet but telling myself no because my entire body seems to be existing in places that it shouldn�t. I think part of my grumpiness has something to do with the fact that it�s finally feeling like fall around here and other than getting to wear flannel pajamas to bed I haven�t been able to do much to celebrate the arrival of my favorite season. There�s been no ritual making of hearty soups and to and organization of sweaters and coats. No time to think about Thanksgiving or to feel happy about the upcoming holiday season. Instead I just plow through from day to day, trying to keep my head above water and basically just barely getting by. I can�t seem to catch my breath. Every time I think that maybe I�m caught up I�m reminded about some new (or old) obligation. Or, I look at my calendar and realize that even if I have a second to breathe right now that second will truly only last a second because, just around the corner, I JUST WANT A BREAK ALREADY. Sorry. OK�.deep breath I�m better � or at least I would be if people around here weren�t so freaking rude and DIDN�T STAND BEHIND MY DESK TALKING LOUDLY AHEM. PEOPLE. I really really really really hate people sometimes. That�s right I�m a bonafide stick-in-the-mud, PMS-afflicted, old-before-her-time sourpuss. So what else is new? 3:54 pm - 11.05.02
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