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it's wanting what you've got...

It must be PMS…it’s got to be PMS – although it would be at least a week early were it to be PMS, but who am I to argue with my body?

These are the facts:

  • my body hurts – aches
  • my eyes hurt
  • certain parts of me feel bloated
  • I cried over a Sheryl Crow song in the car
  • I cried thinking about someone I knew from high school
  • general crap-ola mood

but, despite these facts – or perhaps in recent light of them – I still tend to think that I am avoiding therapy and that maybe if just ass-kicked my sudden reluctance to open and up and spill my guts to a trained professional than perhaps things would feel smoother.

But the thought of doing so makes me cringe and want to curl up and play dead no, no I ‘m not really here – just ignore me, you don’t see me…

And this from a girl who’s always loved a good sob on the old therapist’s couch….

Anyway…I’m thinking, my woes may be temporarily assailed by some Mexican Tofu Burritos from the Co-Op. And maybe a beer …or two…

And, just because I’m tired of feeling sorry for myself, I stole this from Heidiann: (cheery no?)

Mary Hansen of Stereolab. Guitarist, singer, keyboardist. You were hit by a truck whilst bicycling 12/2002.
You are Mary Hansen, guitar player for Stereolab. I
don't know if I'd call you a punk exactly. But
I don't know if I wouldn't either. Guitarist,
singer, keyboardist, Mary did it all with
artistic flair. She was hit by a truck while
cycling in London December of 2002.



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6:45 pm - 02.20.03

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