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half the battle

I absolutely hate, hate, hate being hormonal. I hate that, after the project meeting last night, I bawled. It was pre-Project Runway, pre-beer and if Iíd just consumed both items first, I probably wouldíve been fine. But the truth is, well it feels like a good friend and I are really drifting and the worst part? The worst part is I donít even think she realizes it. I donít think itís registered with her. And that hurts.

Of course, my hormones were no really helped by the fact that we just found out weíll probably owe upwards of $2K on our taxes this year. And this even with the breaks from buying a house. Itís because we took $10K from our IRA. And even though itís penalty-free because it was used towards our down payment, of course it is really not Ė very obviously NOT Ė penalty free.

Such is life.

Iím not broke, but I am broke if that makes any sense. I can pay my bills. I can buy a few little extras and I can keep money in savings but it feels as if I can never really get ahead. My car needs new tires and new brakes. Oh, and a tune-up. The orange cat may need more doctor visits.

Oh well, Iím going to get my hair cut after work. And it will cost a lot of money. But it will make me feel good and I guess that, these days, thatís half the battle.

2:18 pm - 02.03.06

sounds: T0rtoise & B0nnie Prince Bi11y
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