| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- april showers bring... i am restless...i don't know why, i think it has something to do with this being the month of April...yes that must be it... so, because I am restless and because it is April...i present you with this super-long survey via Star-Nicole I see: my orange iMac, my green formica desk and the new Chelsea Walls soundtrack (music by Jeff Tweedy / Wilco)...oh and my unfinished boring-ass dinner. I need: something to help me not feel restless I find: that April truly is the cruellest month I want: a moment of calmness I wish: so many things I wish, so little room to list them... I hate: rude people I miss: Cupcake, RO, the Poet and all those other faraway friends ... I fear: dying (but not death) I feel: a little sad...and restless... I hear: the click of my computer keys...the television in the background ("The Bachelor" - GB thinks it's godawful funny) I smell: my baked potato I crave: fresh vegetables (really) I search: to be lost I wonder: about the stars above... I regret: i don't When was the last time you ... Smiled?: about 15 minutes ago...something my cat did... Laughed?: 15 minutes ago...again, the cat... Cried?: two weeks ago? In my car, I think... Bought something?: Besides the groceries I bought today (so mundane...), I bought four CDs yesterday (Mirah, Christy McWilson, The Avalanches, Moore Brothers) Danced?: Friday night at the rock show... Were sarcastic?: i breathe sarcasm... Kissed someone?: an hour ago.... Talked to an ex?: i truly don't remember...unless you count mental conversations where I am chewing out a certain somebody.... Watched your favorite movie?: my all-time favorite movie? It's been four years, two months and 29 days ....exactly.... Had a nightmare?: A week...they used to be much more frequent... What was the ... Last book you read?: "The Nanny Diaries"...I read it two weeks ago on a rainy afternoon when I was sick...it was semi-OK sort of like a fruit tart...but I wouldn't necessarily recommend it...unless you're sick or something and need a diversionary read....The two books I'm currently reading are "God's Snake" (LWDRS selection) and "The God of Small Things" Last movie you saw?: "Say Anything" - a week or so ago on DVD... Last thing you had to drink?: ice water Last time you showered? Yesterday Last thing you ate?: baked potato Do you... Smoke?: very rarely anymore...but sometimes....i do crave them... Do drugs?: no... Have sex?: but of course Sleep with stuffed animals?: Two over-stuffed cats ....oh wait, they're alive Live in the moment?: yes...and in the future Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes, most definitely Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes, it involves tigers and blueberry muffins Play an instrument?: trying to learn guitar... Remember your first love?: yes Still love him/her?: NO! Read the newspaper?: Yes...several of them Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yes Believe in miracles?: yes Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes Consider yourself tolerant of others?: Usually Consider love a mistake?: no! Like the taste of alcohol?: And then some... Have a favorite candy?: Anything chocolate or caramel will do... Believe in astrology?: yes, sort of...when it suits me Believe in magic?: yes Believe in God?: i believe in something Pray?: yes...always Go to church?: no Have any secret?: of course Have any pets?: two Go to or been to college?: Yes and will do so again, shortly Talk to strangers who instant message you?: no Wear hats?: rarely Have any piercings?: ears.. Have any tattoos?: yes...two... Hate yourself?: often...i hate to admit it... Have an obsession?: several... Collect anything?: CDs, books...dust... Have a best friend?: a few Wish on stars?: every night Like your handwriting?: no Have any bad habits?: biting my nails, procrastination...can shyness be considered a bad habit? Care about looks?: i won't lie...yes... Believe in witches?: as much as they believe in me Believe in ghosts?: definitely 7:55 pm - 04.15.02
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