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day 15 of my new life...

Day 15 of My New Life

Just two weeks into the New Year and I feel my resolve dripping away like a melting icicle. Exercise? Diet? Craft? Write? Socialize?

Ha…just give me my book and a cup of hot tea and I’m happy.

It’s sad really.

But, I swear, I’m going to the gym tonight. And tonight we’re going out to the Swanky Club because the Band’s doing an acoustic show there and GB’s playing guitar with them on three songs.

This will, of course, require me to look semi-presentable after 8 p.m. I dread the thought, but I will muster up the energy somehow.

Not sure how these thyroid meds are working yet. The last three days I have been utterly exhausted but I suspect some of it has to do with poor sleeping habits, stress and too much caffeine.

Tomorrow is the five-year anniversary of my first ‘date’ with GB. I think we are just going to stay in and watch a movie because Saturday we’re going to get all arty and go to a museum and fancy dinner….

School starts next week (Wed) and I’m already starting to tense up thinking about my schedule and balancing my work/school/home life. I hope my Palm Pilot gets here today so that I can try and soothe my frazzled nerves with the semblance of scheduling everything into submission.

Oh and can I just say that why did Andrew have to wait until the day AFTER I deleted three Shivers-sensitive entries to introduce his special password-protected entries function?

Oh well.

I feel like I should write more, say more…but I don’t know what to write. I feel a bit stale right now. A bit washed out, uninspired, tired…

Hopefully it's all just in passing as I evolve into a Brighter! Faster! More Fun! Me...

12:57 pm - 01.15.03

sounds: very cool CD mix from allmadhere
words: The Love1y Bone$
i am: waning...

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