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i don't understand the reasons why...

Feeling down today. Tired too. On the verge of sickness. I think it is, perhaps, a combination of hormones and mid-life crisis. Mid-thirties is mid-life right? Also, am I too old to be on Diaryland? Too old to wear knee-socks? Too old to shop at Forever 21? Too old to buy Hello Kitty? I think that is the crisis here. I feel as I'm going to blink and I'm going to be 40 and not only will I have not written/published a book but I'll still be sitting on the couch watching Top Model marathons on VH-1 and flipping through the Delias catalog.

Then again, aside from the part where I am lazy and untalented, is there anything really wrong with this scenario?

Discuss.

10:33 am - 20.04.06

sounds: Girl group box set (on the iPod)
words: "R0se of No Man's Land"
i am: feeling down

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