| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- eyes wide open a very odd day and so much to think about and not really the time to write so i'll keep it short for now... my grandfather died on Friday (which happened to also be his 80th birthday) and was buried on Saturday and I only found out last night on the way home from class and also found out that my dad lied to my grandmother and said he couldn't reach me (lies, lies LIES) and now I feel awful that my birthday card arrived late (i didn't mail it until Friday because I am horrible...) and my grandmother was the most composed I have heard her in ages and did i mention that I am absolutely furious with my father (but what do i expect from someone who has ignored me for the last five years???) but even more mad at myself? Even more mad and sad and just bewildered by life in general.
5:12 pm - 03.11.04
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