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one little song that ain't been sung...

Last night was my first writerís group meeting (a bunch of us from the last two semesters, meeting informally every other week to workshop stories). The drive down to Tartieís hosue was good for my soul. I smoked a cigarette (bad, bad...i know) which helped to numb the edge thatís been cutting into me lately It was also good to just hang out with school people and feel like part of this group of really cool, smart people.

Then, on the way home, I cranked the stereo, smoked 2 more cigs (double bad, bad....) and sang really loudly at the top of my lungs.

I feel much better today.

Much, much much better.

Tonight is my book group and although Iím just dying to stay home and watch the NBA finals, I will be good and go and socialize and drink and nosh and discuss a book that I actually read (but did not like: The Nanny Diaries).

Tomorrow night GB is going out and Iíll have the house to myself and I plan on writing. And cranking the stereo.

And maybe sneaking a cigarette on the front porch.

I know. Itís bad. Bad. Bad.

But itís helping with the edge right now. And I think Iíll be OK...

5:35 pm - 06.11.03

sounds: Gi11ian We1ch
words: Aimee B*ender
i am: OK, alright OK alright...

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