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lonely is as lonely does and lonely is...

Been feeling a bitÖ.I donít knowÖlonely, lately.

Not that Iím not busy beyond busy and barely have time for GB Öbut Iíve suddenly become aware of how well weíve managed to isolate ourselves from everyone lately.

And even for old anti-social meÖitís not really good.

So when I received an invitation to a friendís wedding in LA (in October) I told GB I wanted to go.

He seemed a bit taken aback Ė after all I had wrangled to get us out of going to the couple's celebratory cocktail party here where I live Ė just because I knew GB didnít know anyone and I didnít want to deal with it. And now Iím saying, hey honey, letís spend upwards of $300-$400 for air, hotel and car just to go to this wedding because suddenly Iím feeling like what am I doing? One day Iím going to wake up and Iím going to be all aloneÖ

To his credit he did not flip out.

Now I just need to come up with a shit load of cash.

Leave it to me to keep things in a permanent state of chaos...

6:41 pm - 09.13.02

sounds: winding-down-at--the-office-on-a-friday kind of sounds
words: Teen People w/ Eminem on the cover...
i am: feeling lonely - and broke

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