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things that scare me

Received the most horrible of news yesterday Ė one of my best friends LC, she just found out her father has cancer Ė all throughout his body and it's inoperable. She flew up to Olympia yesterday to be with him and the rest of her family.

He was just hospitalized last month for having a bad reaction to some prescription but after being released he still felt really bad. So he went back in and this is what they come up with.

Sheís incredibly close to her dad and from the times that Iíve met him Iíve always appreciated his love for life and music and books - and his family.

Itís just horribly, horribly wrong.

Called her today at her parents and left a message.

I donít know if thereís anything I can do down here Ö I hate that feeling.

I think that I hate, almost even more, this realization that I am now getting to that age where parents must face the idea of dying.

I don't know if I'm ready for that just yet - though I don't suppose I have any say in the matter.

12:28 pm - 09.13.02

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