| ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When the stars position themselves, all will be revealed Last night was the book group and although I felt like hell and I hadn�t finished the book (Poisonwood Bible) because I�ve had to read three other books for work and I�ve been lazy, I made myself go. It was OK but I ended up leaving fairly early. I just wanted to go home and sit on the couch with a cup of hot tea and the book. Of course, GB � who was supposed to be out late last night � got home very shortly after I did so there went my time to myself. It was hard for me to be patient and nice as he shared every last detail of his night with me. I had to try very hard not to just blurt out look � can�t you see that I�m trying to be by myself here and I don�t really care what you had to eat for dinner?. I think I�m PMS. God I hope I�m PMS. If not then I�m just unhappy. There was a really beautiful moon last night though. A big fat three-quarter orange moon hanging low and heavy in the sky. I wish we had a sky light in our room so I could watch the stars at night. A few years ago GB put those glow-in-the-dark sticky stars on our ceiling � he even formed some in the shape of the Milky Way (beautifully done, I must add) when he found out that I always try and find the Milky Way when I�m driving at night far away from home. Yeah, I know, he�s a sweetheart. So why does he drive me absolutely fucking crazy sometimes? You know, I thought about trying to get my diary reviewed by that diary reviewer site (whatever it�s called, I honestly can�t remember right now) but one of the rules is that you can�t have excess profanity. Well, damn, that counts me out. K might book a show with Him. Yeah. HIM. Woke up this morning in the middle of a dream where I was flying down a street on my bicycle. A street on a steep, steep hill. A street near the street I grew up on. Whaddya make of that? Ah, but no more questions, for now. Tonight is Gilmore Girls and I might even watch that new show 24 (you know, get all wild and crazy with my TV watching). Only six or so more weeks before I make a new list of birthday / New Year�s resolutions and try this all over again. Maybe next year I�ll get it right? NP: Mercury Rev- �All is Dream� 10:04 am - 11.06.01
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