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the dancing girls are set to twirl and swirl

Tuesday K asked if I wanted to go out tonight (Thursday) and I told her Id get back to her. At that point all I wanted to do was hide away in my house crank up the window cooler (sigh, yes we live in a house w/out central AC), turn out the lights and watch bad TV in the dark.

But Im feeling a bit better nowbetween talks with GB, college advisors and my boss, I am slowly starting to not freak out.

Right now I am going ahead with Plan A. -- but I still have Plan B in the wings. Indeed, and I know youre gonna think Im really crazy, even if Plan A works out, I might still go on and do Plan B.

I mean, why the hell not? Right?

While I was talking to one of the advisors at school (which is a very good school by the way) I learned that there is an option to do some independent study. I have to wait to talk to my actual adviser, but if that works out it would be really really helpful in regards to time.

Either way, my boss seems OK w/ me working a half-day one day a week and then a 10 hour day to make up for that as long as the quantity and quality of my work load stays the same.

And, on that note, GB and I talked about the possibility of me reducing my hours at work in the future so that I might complete the degree more quickly and /or have the opportunity to student teach. Of course I have to pay off some bills easier said than done, but Im working on it.

Anyway, what I was trying to say is that I am going out with K. tonight I dont know what were going to do, aside from dinner of course, but hopefully I can finally relax and have a little fun and stop being such a grumpy, whiny and bitter pill.

3:53 pm - 07.11.02

sounds: the Band, (GB's band, not THE Band)
words: The Art of Shag
i am: feeling better, thank you

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